not too happy with my little north carolina life today.
it is insane how much i miss my friends and family back home.
besides my marine and the baby pup no one down here understands me.
like really really gets me.
and that’s hard.
i miss my best friends and how the know anything and everything about me and are still there.
i talked to my mom and she said it’s hard to really get to know someone well with the military lifestyle because everything is always transient.
thank god for that!
i can’t wait until we can be back home and i can be surrounded by my loved ones once again.
i read a quote today that just totally meshed with my mood:
“i must be a mermaid. i have no fear of depths and a great fear of shallow living”
that’s what i feel like my life is here…just shallow.
well i guess it’s just outside my home that’s shallow.
everyone and everything!!!
so much angst today.
also i’m think getting sick which isn’t helping anything either.
on the bright side, leo got a bath today so he is super soft and smells wonderful.
i think that was the best part of my day.
going to drink some tea and hide under the covers until i’m in a better mood.